Daniella, I understand those moments when you just go along to get along because everything becomes a big family blow up if you don't. I am from a big family with a strong Missionary Baptist Background. My mother was an educator and a gospel singer. My family is close and sometimes it feels too close. You know.? Developing your own identity is hard and making room for yourself is difficult. The best option is to put distance just so you can find out who you really are. Thank you for sharing your story.