You are so right, Ellen. It's never easy.. Yes, I knew my grandfather lived a full life but I still miss him and seeing him with Dementia and Alzheimer's was hard. Losing my Aunt Lillie was as difficult as losing RJ my cousin. Aunt Lillie knew, RJ a 17 year old boy didn't. Between 2016 and 2018 I attended a funeral every other month and none were easy. But by grace I have beautiful memories. I even have wonderful memories of my father who I became closer to later in life.